ColinH,
When I look at the amount I sunk over the past 30 years, it's huge. I feel very luck to have been able to do it. I've made choices and for me, they are much better. I do not go out to drink with friends, I do not smoke, I drive a car that is safe and gets me there and back with great mileage.
IMHO, I've created some great images. I do not share them here, but I should. My wife does not feel the same way about some of the shots I've done, she's very critical and thinks there is no such thing as a vertical picture. My pictures make me happy. They are something that no manager can decide to cut back, lay off or yell at. They are me and my view of my life and folks around me.
Photography has been a stabolizing thread throughout good times and bad of my life. Be it my Bessa L, my M6, my F2a or my beautiful new S3-2000 I enjoy taking pictures and challenging myself to do better. Kind of what I miss about programming, it was fun to create stuff that was better, faster, more flexible.
Hang in there and go and shoot. Worry not about scanning, shoot for yourself. Get the film scanned where you have it developed if you really want to get something up.
B2 (;->