When did it all go wrong? When I realised that depth of field could radically change the nature of a photograph - and that a lot of modern cameras did not allow me to choose what DoF I wanted, at least readily and without fuss.
I have never liked being ordered what is best by a machine, no matter how well-made or how often it is right. I just it's a control thing, even though I have a techie PhD (or maybe because of it!)
I started with an instamatic 126 then 110 cameras, then a snappy 35mm. But I realised it's limitations - luckily, I was bequeathed a Praktica MTL-3 which needed learning, but let me achieve the results I was looking for. After a few years away from photography, I found my way to rangefinders - a mysterious thing to me given that I started seriously taking pics in the late 1980s - and the picture quality is superb. After using my Fed 4 and I-61 lens and seeing the results, I knew I could never be happy with auto-everything, no matter how convenient. It really is worth the effort to get pictures that I can look at and even astound myself with. But auto-everything cameras cannot reliably provide that for me. I'm content to blame myself for my own mistakes, but I don't want to suffer for the mistakes made by a machine produced by someone who doesn't know what kind of picture I am after.
I really would like a digital cam if it let me do what I wanted (cost being a consideration of course!), but those that do seem to be so expensive. No problem, one day I say...
Maybe I should look into fixing an image sensor, board, batteries and memory card onto the back of a Fed 2. Actually, that's not half a bad idea...