Juan Valdenebro
Truth is beauty
Have you used wounded cameras?
Some months ago, I dropped my smallest bag downstairs (stupidly long downstairs!) with my black Nikon FE2 inside... After the first tough hit, the bag rolled down bumping for maybe 25 meters... What a neverending suffering! I thought the camera would be dead. Not a really protective bag, by the way...
With anguish I checked it... I love that camera, I painted myself black it's white name, brand, and other places on it to avoid problems in dangerous zones... Although I have better cameras for image quality and film format, I really know that's been the camera I've enjoyed the most in my life. I can't believe their low price: they're amazingly complete and trustable machines...
Well, the meter needle wouldn't move. Never moved again... The camera was at its end... I thought I had to instantly forget it forever, and I tried so... I couldn't: I remembered it falling and bumping all day... Had a horrible day... Even after thinking KEH would send me another one for almost nothing, I couldn't forget mine... I had emotions for it! I wasn't able to order another one, and haven't been, and won't...
Then I asked heaven why it had to happen... And then my conclusion was that I needed to handle light better without metering, and started a now fruitful process with several films, kinds of light, and standardized use of Rodinal...
One day, weeks after that dropping day, I took it in my longing hands to enjoy feeling it again, to remember good times, places, people... Started checking it again... I found it could shoot, and speeds seemed OK! I don't use AE, but then I set it to A to see if... Pointed to different light and dark zones in my living room and... The camera set different speeds! What a nice secret! Yet it meters, shoots, and it's almost perfect! Exposure compensation works too! Wow, exposure lock is perfect! Unbelievable!
So my beloved FE2 is normal, but it just doesn't let me see what it thinks about the light... Interesting, I thought. Apart from being ready to be used as always, with incident metering, I felt as if the camera was inviting me to play a new game...
I'm thinking of approaching Autoexposure seriously... I mean, to be able to shoot perfect slide film frames without metering in any way! I have that job pending, and I think soon I'll sacrifice the money for a lens (anyway I don't really need another lens) in some Astia and development to learn to judge if a scene is too light or too dark...
Sometimes the more limited a tool is, the more it takes out of you...
Any use of damaged cameras?
Cheers,
Juan
Some months ago, I dropped my smallest bag downstairs (stupidly long downstairs!) with my black Nikon FE2 inside... After the first tough hit, the bag rolled down bumping for maybe 25 meters... What a neverending suffering! I thought the camera would be dead. Not a really protective bag, by the way...
With anguish I checked it... I love that camera, I painted myself black it's white name, brand, and other places on it to avoid problems in dangerous zones... Although I have better cameras for image quality and film format, I really know that's been the camera I've enjoyed the most in my life. I can't believe their low price: they're amazingly complete and trustable machines...
Well, the meter needle wouldn't move. Never moved again... The camera was at its end... I thought I had to instantly forget it forever, and I tried so... I couldn't: I remembered it falling and bumping all day... Had a horrible day... Even after thinking KEH would send me another one for almost nothing, I couldn't forget mine... I had emotions for it! I wasn't able to order another one, and haven't been, and won't...
Then I asked heaven why it had to happen... And then my conclusion was that I needed to handle light better without metering, and started a now fruitful process with several films, kinds of light, and standardized use of Rodinal...
One day, weeks after that dropping day, I took it in my longing hands to enjoy feeling it again, to remember good times, places, people... Started checking it again... I found it could shoot, and speeds seemed OK! I don't use AE, but then I set it to A to see if... Pointed to different light and dark zones in my living room and... The camera set different speeds! What a nice secret! Yet it meters, shoots, and it's almost perfect! Exposure compensation works too! Wow, exposure lock is perfect! Unbelievable!
So my beloved FE2 is normal, but it just doesn't let me see what it thinks about the light... Interesting, I thought. Apart from being ready to be used as always, with incident metering, I felt as if the camera was inviting me to play a new game...
I'm thinking of approaching Autoexposure seriously... I mean, to be able to shoot perfect slide film frames without metering in any way! I have that job pending, and I think soon I'll sacrifice the money for a lens (anyway I don't really need another lens) in some Astia and development to learn to judge if a scene is too light or too dark...
Sometimes the more limited a tool is, the more it takes out of you...
Any use of damaged cameras?
Cheers,
Juan

