dave lackey
Veteran
Disclaimer: This is both a rant and public announcement for my own benefit. A dedication of sorts....🙂
Yeah, I know a lot of us here are retired and if that works for those who are, that is a wonderful thing. I have been "retired" for three years and I am mad as hell (to take a quote from Venchka). Forget the economy, forget the politicians/crooks, I have no time or patience for that anymore.😡
Yeah, I started out as unemployed but realized it was just a forced retirement that this country shoved me into kicking and screaming...but no more will I refer to it as either unemployment and certainly not retirement! I hate the idea of "retirement", always have. I work everyday and have worked harder the last three years than ever before! And I don't have to worry myself anymore about the immorality of real estate development and developers, but that is another topic altogether.
I am a PHOTOGRAPHER, and I will not let myself forget it. It is in every fiber of my being not as a Wal-mart portrait photographer, not as a hobbyist photographer, not as a "professional photographer" which takes many forms. It permeates my view of everything from an aesthetic appreciation of art to the way we make purchases as consumers, to the way a town is designed.
I am a selective photographer who only photographs what I want or need for a project. Why? Partly it is because I am continually evolving and need a current body of work. But it is mostly because I will not spend my time left in this world doing something I don't like and that covers more ground than not.
So, to hell with retirement and the so-called leisure life. Not for me! I prefer to make something better in this world with what I do, one day at a time. It may be that my work is donated to a family whose children are growing up and they cannot afford to pay rent, let alone get a portrait of their children. It may be a small town in need of documenting it's people and it's architectural treasures before the next re-development cycle occurs with subsequent destruction of the same.
Or, it may be a documentary on social injustice involving bi-racial and tri-racial descendants of Native Americans. A documentary that could shed light on hidden suffering. There are so many topics here that it boggles the mind.😱 But, for me, I think it immoral not to bring my skills and talents to bear on important issues, let alone not trying to make a living instead of waiting on government handouts.
These are the things that consume my thoughts and energy when I have some free time away from 24/7 caregiving. So, for me, and YMMV, this is a reaffirmation that I am worthy of contributing something to society in general rather than being put out to pasture and left to play golf or any of a myriad of self-indulging things...that is not me...:angel:... I look at the journey the rest of the way as a career change.😀
Yeah, I know a lot of us here are retired and if that works for those who are, that is a wonderful thing. I have been "retired" for three years and I am mad as hell (to take a quote from Venchka). Forget the economy, forget the politicians/crooks, I have no time or patience for that anymore.😡
Yeah, I started out as unemployed but realized it was just a forced retirement that this country shoved me into kicking and screaming...but no more will I refer to it as either unemployment and certainly not retirement! I hate the idea of "retirement", always have. I work everyday and have worked harder the last three years than ever before! And I don't have to worry myself anymore about the immorality of real estate development and developers, but that is another topic altogether.
I am a PHOTOGRAPHER, and I will not let myself forget it. It is in every fiber of my being not as a Wal-mart portrait photographer, not as a hobbyist photographer, not as a "professional photographer" which takes many forms. It permeates my view of everything from an aesthetic appreciation of art to the way we make purchases as consumers, to the way a town is designed.
I am a selective photographer who only photographs what I want or need for a project. Why? Partly it is because I am continually evolving and need a current body of work. But it is mostly because I will not spend my time left in this world doing something I don't like and that covers more ground than not.
So, to hell with retirement and the so-called leisure life. Not for me! I prefer to make something better in this world with what I do, one day at a time. It may be that my work is donated to a family whose children are growing up and they cannot afford to pay rent, let alone get a portrait of their children. It may be a small town in need of documenting it's people and it's architectural treasures before the next re-development cycle occurs with subsequent destruction of the same.
Or, it may be a documentary on social injustice involving bi-racial and tri-racial descendants of Native Americans. A documentary that could shed light on hidden suffering. There are so many topics here that it boggles the mind.😱 But, for me, I think it immoral not to bring my skills and talents to bear on important issues, let alone not trying to make a living instead of waiting on government handouts.
These are the things that consume my thoughts and energy when I have some free time away from 24/7 caregiving. So, for me, and YMMV, this is a reaffirmation that I am worthy of contributing something to society in general rather than being put out to pasture and left to play golf or any of a myriad of self-indulging things...that is not me...:angel:... I look at the journey the rest of the way as a career change.😀