Calzone
Gear Whore #1
Happy Birthday for tomorrow then, Cal.
I do love your Letters from America.
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In February I should be getting an IPAD. Keep a lookout for www.LazySlackerCalvin.com a lifestyle online magazine.
The domain name came from our friend Devil Christian.
As things distill, I'm learning that my hoarding tendencies from the scars of knowing poverty, also make me into a rather clever environmentalist because I tend to recycle things. An example is these clear plastic egg cartons. In the basement is a stack about a foot tall. Originally I was saving them to outfit the garage which will house my 300B tube HiFi and guitar amp collection to recreate an anachronic chamber of sorts, but I think some of them will be siphoned off to be used as micro greenhouses for starting seedlings.
Anyways Lazy-Slacker is my lifestyle, and I say, "I never knew anyone that had a complicated life that was truly happy."
Kinda funny how women never listen to men. For an artist, time is the most valuable resource, and you can't really rush art without compromising your creativity. It takes time to distill ideas, time to flush them out, and time to work out clever solutions to problems. I told "Maggie" that she has enough money and does not need to work because she is financially secure.
Online it was recommended by writers that rather than get a MFA it would be better to use the money to travel and write. Again, "The most valuable asset to an artist is time."
On yesterday's walk, Maggie has a lengthy phone call with another friend who is an influencer discussing all their problems with their agents. At a certain point income eventually has diminished returns because of taxes and even Medicare premiums. I hear her bitch and moan all the time about how she feels like she is being gouged.
But then her friend says, " If you are financially secure, then why not quit working and just write if you want to become a writer."
You should know that she has a book contract and complained how the advance which came in 2021 is killing her because of the tax increase. She has till October 31st to actually write the book. If it were me I would want to work without distractions to do a good job, as muli-tasking and distractions should be avoided, but this is me, a Lazy-Slacker.
So my hope is that Maggie listens to her friend, because she does not listen to me.
I only need a few things to feel enriched and happy. I want my friends to really know me and who I am: I don't need 750K followers; I only need a few friends. My hobbies will be cycling, photography, fine art B&W printing and bookmaking of limited editions, gardening, and becoming a solo musician.
If you take note, I don't need an audience, a group, or any social gathering. I'm pretty much happiest when alone. I say pretty much I'm somewhat anti-social, and I enjoy and embrace my artistic solitude.
I find society and the outside world, outside the bubble I live in to be morally bankrupt, unsustainable, and crazy. In the world of theater (I was a performance artist, a diva, and a drama queen for about a decade) so I know about the concept of a "safe-place." I withdraw because the world is not so safe.
So expect more of my ranting at LazySlackerCalvin...
Calvin the Lazy-Slacker