Paragon, I can understand you perfectly. My advice would be: think for a while what type of photography you really enjoy to do, like portraits, or landscape or urban/streetshooting, or available/low light, etc
Then think about the equipment that you like using best for a given type of photography, test it against all the other stuff you have, and finally get rid of the redundant equipment, or, better still, if you have younger relatives, make it a gift to spread the photo fever around.
Next step would be, to buy some photo albums by your favourite masters, and analyse their shots thoroughly.
Finally, set yourself a project to do a streetshot like HCB, a portrait like Ralph Gibson, etc...
These projects will keep you busy for a while, and you will save lots of money in the meantime... 😀
Best of luck...