Evergreen States
Francine Pierre Saget (they/them)
I've lived most of my life in a suburban township in Washington State. People who make a conscious decision to live in tract houses seem to be very territorial with a strong worry over privacy and security. Due to confrontational and paranoid attitudes of the denizens, the lack of social space where people congregate, the overwhelming lack of fellow pedestrians, how far away things are and the plain ugliness of the built environment, it's rather difficult to do street photography here. Still, I manage to get a good shot once in a while. I have pretty strong social anxiety, so any confrontation is unsettling yet I navigate them confidently due to knowing my legal rights, a generally friendly attitude and having an openness to questions people may have. I recently moved to a new neighborhood across town with my partner and have already been accosted by a couple suspicious parents and stopped once by the police. I hope that when the danger of the pandemic subsides I can get to know my neighbors better so they don't have to worry.
I am pretty empathetic to parents worried about the safety of their children, women who live in the face of assault and harassment and people worried about burglars and vandals. I try to avoid replicating behavior that is creepy. There are plenty of times when I don't take a shot due to feeling intrusive, voyeuristic or just plain shy. Admittedly, I am a pretty awkward individual by the way I hold and move my body, the way I speak and not always being able to tell when other people are uncomfortable. Or sometimes I can tell they're uncomfortable but I don't know what to do about it. I'm autistic and there's nothing I can do about that. I make good faith efforts to be kind and considerate and understand where others are coming from but people also just have to deal with me the way I am and deal with the reality that others are going to make art whether they like it or not.
I am pretty empathetic to parents worried about the safety of their children, women who live in the face of assault and harassment and people worried about burglars and vandals. I try to avoid replicating behavior that is creepy. There are plenty of times when I don't take a shot due to feeling intrusive, voyeuristic or just plain shy. Admittedly, I am a pretty awkward individual by the way I hold and move my body, the way I speak and not always being able to tell when other people are uncomfortable. Or sometimes I can tell they're uncomfortable but I don't know what to do about it. I'm autistic and there's nothing I can do about that. I make good faith efforts to be kind and considerate and understand where others are coming from but people also just have to deal with me the way I am and deal with the reality that others are going to make art whether they like it or not.