shadowfox
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I agree with everything you have said except the reasoning. I think it's probably got more to do with photography being *too easy* not that it's not easy.
Many types of angst come from self doubt, and you're not likely to suffer from self doubt if you've achieved something unquestionably amazing like climbing Everest, or sailing solo around the world. But the very, very best photographers in the world have only ever pointed a camera at a subject.
Now that's deliberately simplified of course, but the difference between a crappy portfolio and a great one could probably be considered quite slight, and definitely considered a matter of opinion. On the other hand, if you've completed a full triathlon, it's not a matter of opinion that it's a great achievement.
If one of us had taken an amazing photo, on a par with HCB, would we even know we'd done it?
I like what you wrote here, very perceptive.
I think the value of photography -- at least in the beginning -- is more inward-facing. Since I started doing photography, I see many different things in the world around me that I've never noticed before. And that alone brings me a great joy and allows me to look at situations in my own life with a different perspective. In a way, it enriches my life.
At this level, "angst" is mostly self-doubt, and it's only use is to push us to produce better pictures.
Taking it to the next step like selling prints, exhibiting in galleries, etc., then the requirement increases with the addition of marketing yourself, being consistent, making great portfolio and that "little something" called building connection or networking.
Once you get to this level, "angst" is unavoidable, it's tough out there, not only because there are a lot of really good photographers, but also the standard of appreciation in general is just as low as ever.
You could be creating a set of exquisite photos, but only 1000 people in the world would appreciate it, not the 10,000,000 looking for "art" while not knowing what "good art" is -- not because they are stupid, but because they haven't developed their standard yet. So your chances to meet those 1000 people are pretty slim.