Prest_400
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I do think the sexual abuse, nepotism, and cronie winners take all is worse than ever and correlates to the concentration of both wealth and power that we know today.
It's a large machine handling things above...I would have to say..until a certain level of development has occurred with humanity..and the alleviation of loneliness..this will be an ongoing problem..with no real solution available..
Best to be happy if you can with what ya have in life ..and what ya do..as there are a lot of way worse ways to complete 1 human life cycle..
And..the next time..may be a lot worse..if you are into that kind of thing..
Since last week I've had too much thoughts on some things of the past around the time I finished HS and chose my path. I've also had exposure to things that just get you reflecting.
The last couple months have been quite nice and took some steps to free up a bit. I've always been a realist but it equates pessimism on others it seems.
When Dad talks (and I remember) of things 15 years ago, there's been a dive; Without the sugarcoating layer of being a kid and not quite understanding.
I'm amused when people tell me I should be in the show biz. I am quite creative with bouts of madness but didn't ever think about heading that way academically; it's better to have a foothold into a day job type of solidity. Now, that's even trembling. Our generation is much more exposed (I am at least) to the gig economy. I'm a bit resistant to the 9-5 culture, so if there's a crack to get into something entetraining I may get in.
There's a bit of feel of betrayal. You keep climbing levels like a game, but at the end the supposed trophy isn't there!
Interesting you mention loneliness. I've experienced "bouts of retirement" where work/studies were idle. It's been quite positive to me as I stayed active, but at times it is scary to see how everyone is submerged into a rutine and their duties -- it is quiet and can get lonely indeed.