Calzone
Gear Whore #1
Eugene Smith had his moments of brilliance and these were interlocked with a life of extreme substance abuse, the wreckage of relationships and the abandonment of children, and, in then end, the premature destruction of his body: all in the name of his art.
I have have a lot of his work and when I think of Eugene Smith, I also think of Canadian classical pianist Glenn Gould, an artist who burst onto the international scene with his Goldberg Variations and then defied all that was expected of him and, as Smith died at a young age.
I don't think their lives can be ''emulated''. At best we can enjoy the work they shared.
Peter,
I am well aware of Gene's self destruction towards the end of his life. The things I want to emulate are being a great shooter as well as a printer.
I have lost many a friend who were brilliant artists who passed too early. I inquired with Luis who spent a lot of time with Gene during the time of "The Jazz Loft" and inquired why Gene became disillusioned with life after having been so celabrated.
Being a passionate person I kinda understood through Luis the artistic despair and the inward disturbance that happened when what Gene thought was his best work was rejected. The other side of the coin is that Gene wanted total control over his work and this mitigated the rejection.
Decades ago I had to make a decision to either commodify my work to get a gallery in Soho when I was a painter, or going my way working a day job and doing my art just only for me. It is kinda maddening, and I lost too many friends who eventually self destructed a lot like Gene along the way. I think I'm past all that now.
Cal