What I really want is to become a better photographer. There is no new camera in my near future, but I'm having a lot of fun reacquainting myself with my manual film camera. I hadn't used it in such a long time that it has practically been like having a brand new camera. As a result that excited/anxious feeling when I'm out shooting still applies to a degree.
I'm really enjoying the process of shooting with film once again for no other reason than it appeals to me. While I'm sure that many here can understand this even if they don't feel the same way, it's sometimes hard for me to explain to others. I'm finding the appeal of film photography similar to that of other rather visceral experiences I enjoy such as listening to vinyl records, driving a sports car with a manual transmission, riding a motorcycle, playing guitar, fly-fishing, or even making my own espresso for that matter. They all require a fairly high level of involvement and attention on my part and I suppose I enjoy that. The interest is there and I realize that I'm only going to improve by creating more photographs and learning from my mistakes. But I'd like to think that I'm also accumulating some insight by looking at many of the images posted by others here on this forum
I'm currently focused on relearning much of what I had forgotten over the years. I feel like I'm now at a good place in life to better absorb some of the core knowledge essential to photography (things that I either struggled with or just plain ignored when I was younger). These are likely things that most here on this forum take for granted. I would like to receive more feedback on my images along with any suggestions/advice others might have. I just don't crank out the volume of images that many here do so I don't often have much new to post. I did check that I'd like feedback in my profile, but either I've yet to receive any feedback or I simply don't know how this feature works. Perhaps someone here can clue me in on this.
Oh, while I don't see a new camera in my future, I am interested in obtaining the gear and the chemicals to be able to start developing my own film at some point next year. It seems like a logical next step to me. It's been a REALLY long time since I last did this so that should be a fun trip down memory lane.