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ruben
Guest
I do not know how to better express it, but after a clash yesterday with comrade Greyhoundman, I find myself in a kind of situation I do not like. It was my guilt.
That was not the first time I behave harsh and even insultive. Fortunately for me I have been never misunderstood. Whenever I felt hurt and upon it delivered my childish counter-blow, no target missed it. Whatever those comrades have felt, it was my purposedly intention they feel it that way. For good as for bad.
But after giving a long thought since yesterday, I find that those comrades insinuating me I am over-reacting, are right. This is to be unilateraly changed by me, no matter of circumstances.
I find this childish behaviour is not taking me anywhere and therefore a different attitude is requested by me, from myself. I definitely can and will do better.
I do not expect anybody to change his attitude accordingly, but I do expect it from myself, in spite of any further unproper way I may find myself victym of. The reason I have for it is not only our loved RFF. But whatever I am, whatever I may be, this is the real stuff I will be passing to my family, my friends, my acquitances, my comrades.
Therefore I publicly address any comrade that has been unproperly treated by me, and first of all comrade Greyhoundman, and I do apologize in the most serious manner.
Cheers,
Ruben
That was not the first time I behave harsh and even insultive. Fortunately for me I have been never misunderstood. Whenever I felt hurt and upon it delivered my childish counter-blow, no target missed it. Whatever those comrades have felt, it was my purposedly intention they feel it that way. For good as for bad.
But after giving a long thought since yesterday, I find that those comrades insinuating me I am over-reacting, are right. This is to be unilateraly changed by me, no matter of circumstances.
I find this childish behaviour is not taking me anywhere and therefore a different attitude is requested by me, from myself. I definitely can and will do better.
I do not expect anybody to change his attitude accordingly, but I do expect it from myself, in spite of any further unproper way I may find myself victym of. The reason I have for it is not only our loved RFF. But whatever I am, whatever I may be, this is the real stuff I will be passing to my family, my friends, my acquitances, my comrades.
Therefore I publicly address any comrade that has been unproperly treated by me, and first of all comrade Greyhoundman, and I do apologize in the most serious manner.
Cheers,
Ruben
