Living on the fringe indeed! But you survived to tell the (very entertaining in retrospect) tales 🙂
Raj,
One of the reasons why photography is so important to me is to document all the moving around I have done. It is a different kind of "Homelessness" where one exists in places where one does not belong.
Home should be a "safe place" but all my life that was never true for me. I always have stood out in a crowd, and also because of that I have been targeted.
Anyways in 2007, a decade ago, when there was a housing crisis, it had a profound effect on me, and it exaggerated many things for me. I was very aware of the housing bubble well before it popped. When I lived in Greenpoint my landlord was riding the market and towards the end of our stay there in this row house there were frequent visits by appraisers, real estate agents, and banks; but we got out before we got surprised and displaced and moved into a loft on the Southside of Williamsburg.
Interesting to note that I feel that I personally made the banks, the landlords, and the real estate agents lots of money over the decades; and I got so little in return. I will say Me and people like me are what makes NYC an interesting place, a reason for tourists to visit, and a creator of a culture that makes NYC a great city; but as we get displaced by wealthy people who bring nothing besides their riches somethings get lost.
In the end, if I am forced out as I age out, I will always have my negatives and digital files as a legacy to carry with me. Sadly my obsession with photography is my way to struggle for survival, otherwise I will be defeated and my life will have no meaning.
I remain hopeful that I can stay in NYC, even if I consider that it is getting suburbanized and sterilized. I spoke with someone I met in Central Park that moved from San Francisco, and he described the evolution of where that city is now only very rich and very poor (homeless). Eventually I believe NYC will become like San Francisco.
Cal