Photog Meet HSA
Photog Meet HSA
"Fear is the mind killer. It is the little death that leads to total obliteration"- Dune, by Frank Herbert
This thread is one of the finest examples of why RFF forum is so good. Worldwide photographers are able to write and share thoughts and images (and hopefully not misconstrue someone's writings!).
Shortly after 9-11 I got an urge to capture a bridge on film using my old Viking 6x9. I dreamed of classy contrast of white clouds against a dark sky and the momentous bridge spanning the vista on a big negative. Even brought a red filter. Ansel Adams, here I come.
Anyway, since it was cold, I wore my old Air Force jacket with multiple pockets.
So, I get to the base of the bridge, set up my camera on a tripod. and wait as the sun sets behind me, watching the glowing clouds. I happen to turn around and see a police crusier come by, slowwwww down, then continue down the road.
Uh-oh. I thought: 9-11. I'm in trouble now.
Yep, the car turned around, came over and the officers exited the vehicle. Surprisingly, they were all smiles. Was that a sign of a greeting or a beating? "Heya!" they said, "watcha doing?"
I turned slowly to face them, hands at my sides, and stepped awayyyy from the camera. "Hi officers; just out shooting a picture. Making art."
"Ah. Hmmm. Ah," they said. "Do you live in your car?" God, is it that dirty? I thought. "No sir," I said. "Mind if we inspect your vehicle." "Sure, no problem."
"would you mind opening the hood.?" "Sure, no problem".
Anyway, one asked for my license while another checked my car. Noticing I lived in the same town as they, he said, "Ah, you live around here, huh?"
Okay this story is getting too long. basically, they said, "Yeah, well, with everyting going on, it might not be such a good idea to be shooting bridges." "yeah, you're right, officer." "have a nice night."
"Thanks," was all I could say, because when they were done, the sun had set and my Ansel-Adams-hoped-for picture was no longer possible.
Since photography allows us to face and go beyond our fears, and to express creativity and have fun, it is an act more valuable than ever. Not only to we who photograph, but those who see us doing it.
HCB said "Anarchy is an ethic." Freedom from fear is what I get out of that, no politics necessary. Goodness will eventually triumph, even though it will not make the 11pm news.
Chris
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