Oh, I understand what you mean. I have a younger friend I recently gave my D7100, a 35/1.8 & a 50/1.8 to. We were talking about getting better and I commented about how it has taken me since my first Canon AE-1P in 1983 to get to where I am now, a pretty good landscape photographer with my own distinctive style.
I do enjoy shooting film but I do not miss printing 😉 The hybrid life for me! But I am not going to give up my digital cameras either. They're all good for specific things.
Desert is hard to shoot but when you find the beauty, it makes the work well worth the effort. I'd love to get there someday with both film and digital rangefinders in hand.