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film is exciting
If you had asked me 2 years ago if I would have been shooting film I'd have said no,if you asked me if id be developing my own film you'd have been looked at as though you have 5 heads. I was thinking about this the other day as I was developing a roll of HP5 in D76 after using my recently acquired zorki 1c and it occurred to me that I not only am using a camera that has no meter or autofocus ,i was processing my own images . I had been using my canon 20d exclusively with big zooms and AF ,internal meters and all sorts of electronic gizmos to help me make photos.I was always excited to look at the display ,see the result, and delete the "bad ones" . That never seemed fulfilling , at the end of the day there was a disconnect,no negatives, just .jpgs and raw files, where was the excitement all my friends had in using their DSLR's?
That disconnect left me wondering why do i do this? Enter the rangefinder, first the fixed lense canonet , then the Bessa R2a . Still the disconnect persisted , shooting C41 and dropping it off at the supermarket . I have plenty of prints and sleeved color negs, and even a few photo cd's but I had yet to discover what makes shooting film so fulfilling . Ready to give up from lack of funds to constantly develop c41 BW , I bought the minimum to develop black and white, did some reading,and then bought,shot,and developed my own roll of film. I was blown away ,holding that first roll up to the light after removing it from the reel . This was the moment I realized that film photography is for me , there is no disconnect, no contemplation about the overall process as to why I am doing this. The excitement of seeing the results untouched by anyone but me makes me run to shoot more film ,try different film .
I took a leap from digital to film , and im not really sure why I still have my 20d, I never felt more into photography than I do at this moment. The next step I feel is to try medium format and buy a better scanner(I realize this is a digital step , but the initial process is what I enjoy most). Id also like a well used M2 that works well or an M4 , not to jump on the Leica bandwagon but as an extension of my love for well engineered mechanical objects that refuse to die(i drove a 38 year old VW squareback daily two summers ago with nearly mechanical everything)
Well , i'll thank you for reading this ramble but I felt that I would share this with all of you as this forum has been a great resource and constant motivation to continue playing with film.
That disconnect left me wondering why do i do this? Enter the rangefinder, first the fixed lense canonet , then the Bessa R2a . Still the disconnect persisted , shooting C41 and dropping it off at the supermarket . I have plenty of prints and sleeved color negs, and even a few photo cd's but I had yet to discover what makes shooting film so fulfilling . Ready to give up from lack of funds to constantly develop c41 BW , I bought the minimum to develop black and white, did some reading,and then bought,shot,and developed my own roll of film. I was blown away ,holding that first roll up to the light after removing it from the reel . This was the moment I realized that film photography is for me , there is no disconnect, no contemplation about the overall process as to why I am doing this. The excitement of seeing the results untouched by anyone but me makes me run to shoot more film ,try different film .
I took a leap from digital to film , and im not really sure why I still have my 20d, I never felt more into photography than I do at this moment. The next step I feel is to try medium format and buy a better scanner(I realize this is a digital step , but the initial process is what I enjoy most). Id also like a well used M2 that works well or an M4 , not to jump on the Leica bandwagon but as an extension of my love for well engineered mechanical objects that refuse to die(i drove a 38 year old VW squareback daily two summers ago with nearly mechanical everything)
Well , i'll thank you for reading this ramble but I felt that I would share this with all of you as this forum has been a great resource and constant motivation to continue playing with film.