Unfortunately different people, different computers, get different google results... I got next to nothing.
Thank you for everyone else who has been providing information.
Roger do you mean you want to critique a proposal? I would need a prompt, to start.
Yes, willingly. I may have seemed harsh, but honestly, that was not my intention. Photography is, as others have said, hellishly competitive. Why don't you imagine that the people on RFF could give you a grant; draft a letter saying why YOU should receive it; and post it here?
I can understand if you don't want to reveal quite that much of yourself, but I suspect that there are quite a few people here who could make quite a few suggestions: how to present yourself in the most attractive light, the most useful things to add to your CV, explaining what you want to do and why, etc. Even about what to keep quiet about: I received a job application once with
three pages of information about a guy's mental health problems, because it said in the box, "Continue on another sheet of paper if there is not enough room here." We interviewed him anyway, but he didn't get the job because of a complete and utter lack of sense of humour, which would have made it impossible for any of his bosses to deal with him: he was strictly, technically, a mild paranoid schizophrenic. Not my diagnosis -- remember the three sheets of paper...
Finally, a little anecdote about
why why photography so competitive. A goof few years ago, a bunch of us were sitting around on the Shutterbug stand at The Show Formerly Known As Viscomm in New York, and talking about the worst things that could happen in a professional photographic career. The usual stuff came up: re-shoots, cock-ups, lawsuits. But we all agreed when Monte Zucker said, "It's being found out, and having to go back to a real job."
Cheers,
R.