I was sitting in my dining room when I heard a cracking sound and then a crash as a tree trunk fatigued by the wind violently split and the tree crashed to the ground.
So this edit of “Maggie’s” manuscript (MSS) reframed a lot of negative baggage into a more positive outlook. Now she is reliving the past history in a new way.
Kinda funny how this took about 7 years to evolve. Perhaps the first few years was fun and exciting, and then it became work as she quickly gained 500K followers.
Instead of working for herself, Maggie found herself working for art directors and not having creative control as things got commodified.
So finally after decades Maggie fully understands how talent can be wasted and commodified to the extent that you lose creative control and the work is no longer hers.
I had my eyes wide open, I made my choices, and I’m happy being under the radar. Being famous or in the public eye is a huge hassle, and then starts a trend mill that is never sustainable, or very rarely.
I do have to say though I have a messy life, and parts of the house and yard are works in progress. Ceilings are lacking in the hallway and dining room. The back-backyard is a construction zone, and there are all these open projects.
The front-backyard looks pretty good though, and I love my new kitchen and powder room. The new front entrance is great, but I need to install lighting, a door bell, and a door pull-close mechanism.
So I’m in a very unsettled space, but things are moving forward. Know that as pretty some parts of the house is that parts of it are still ghetto, construction zones, and works in progress.
Seems like I got a complete green light to build out the garage. Not sure where the Chevy C-10 fits in. Glad I bought it, but also I might cull down. Let’s see…
Retirement is an unsettled place where anything can happen. In a ways I get the feeling that I’m more alive and can be more creative.
Perhaps my selfishness allows me to be happy in the messes I make. To be honest because I have so many things going on it is a bit crazy, but still crazy-good.
Anyways I’m glad Maggie turned the page and is in a happier space that is exciting.
This Friday coming up will be the 1250 pound shed delivery. They say it takes 2-3 people to assemble in weekend, but I end up doing it by myself.
Cal