Trius
Waiting on Maitani
Thank you all for comments. I think, I figured it out.
It is same pattern.
I can't just save and wait for something I really want.
Wanted M film Leica but purchased LTM one instead and bunch of other cameras/lenses.
Sold them after I have enough in total value and purchased M4-2.
Went through dozen of old lenses, before I could get Elmar M 50.
Now I'm on the sale stage to get expensive (to me) 35mm M mount lens.
And I remember how I went through bunch of less expensive lenses before I settled with what I have now for digital.
Buy more to have less 🙂
It's always cheaper to save up for what you really want/need than to creep up on it by buying something that will make do for now.