I think I overuse the term OCD. I’d like to reframe what I do in a more positive light. Compulsive behavior I don’t believe is ever good, but then otherwise how do you have passion?
Would you rather live life in an “extra-medium” manner or have a passionate life? Does passion lead to having a more meaningful life or lead to more or stronger individuality?
So pretty much in my case I really display a childlike behavior in that I dream, daydream, and have that same sense of wonder. Perhaps/maybe this is because I was cheated out of my childhood due to harsh and rude beginings…
Then I’m retired, so I am not harried, and I have the time to really think. I think a lot, and I can say by looking around that most people don’t think, they just live, or are they really not alive? Anyways, my thinking is judgemental, but this thought of mine is easily displayed in observing how people drive: basically without any thinking.
I’m kinda being harsh here, and I know it…
So is living a dream or daydreaming bad? I tend to live there. I remember doing lots of escape and traveling via lots of reading. I have a remarkable sense of wonder and that also involves imagination. Perhaps that is why my creativity is so interdisciplinary.
I kinda am a hack of all trades. Snarky Joe is a man who kinda knows me, and he kinda suggested that pretty much I’m capable of doing or accomplishing almost anything. That kinda is a rare talent…
So my OCD tendencies are not really bad. I do kinda live in my own universe, but I’m not lonely. Pretty much my individuality is that strong, and pretty much there are few people who understand or know who I really am. I have grown to accept that…
I kinda stand out in a crowd, but I also kinda stand a lone, and that is why I feel like a loner, although I am widely known. Know that I would rather be by myself than in any group. Truly I am a loner…
Cal