Back to commuting. .....
Kostya, I wish you didn't have such an awful commute to and from work!!!
I once had a job with a 2 hour commute each way, every day. It was not sustainable. I severely exacerbated an injury from driving my manual transmission car in stop-and-go traffic on the freeway each morning and evening. I once had to pull off the road one morning because I could not stay awake and was falling asleep while driving. I remember being woken up by a police officer knocking on my window. He was nice enough when I explained why I was sleeping in my car on the side of the road....he suggested I try drinking coffee. I didn't tell him I had already had 5 cups before leaving for work!!! I still fell asleep at the wheel! Put simply, I was so severely sleep deprived and suffering at least 4+ hours of every day in wasted injurious and destructive commute, I could not continue. I quit that job and vowed to never do a major commute ever again. My life and happiness in this world is more important....
30+ years since that decision and I am so glad. Hasn't always been easy though.....but worth it. My life, and my family's life, has been so much better. My typical daily commute has been less than half-hour for many years. Occasionally I have odd tasks with long travel, but those are infrequent.
Kostya, I know it sounds trite when others tell you to find another job that doesn't have such a crazy commute, but I sincerely hope that you can do that. Of course I am aware of the realities of making a living... but I do know that I don't regret the lost opportunity (income) from my decision to avoid the commute. Today, there are other forces that have a greater impact, but I continue to make the conscious decision to choose my life and family over the commute. A decision made from experience. I know what I'm averting, and weighing it against potential gains.
With much respect and best wishes....I hope you can change the commute situation and get back your time to do what you love...... photography complete with film and printing in the darkroom! I'm pulling for ya, dude ��