Satisfaction? Yes, I think I get where you're at joe.
I realized recently that one of the sillier things I'd done over the past couple of years was sell my Kiev kit and invest heavily (for me at least) in a Bessa R & LTM lenses. I really missed the feel of the mid '70's Kiev 4a & collapsible Sonnar that I'd had. So I sold the whole kit (minus my FSU LTM lenses that went in trade to Brian) for just a tiny bit of a profit & got a really nice mid-70's Kiev 4a with a Jupiter 3 50/1.5.
Then a couple of weeks ago I see a "as is" auction on ebay for a collapsible red T Sonnar. I bid silly high but got lucky and got it for even sillier cheap 🙂 (Turns out to be a 1942 lens that's one of the first production batches of 50/2's that got coated. Good giggles there for me.)
But the real bit is that I'm enjoying shooting that Kiev & Sonnar more than the Bessa R. Even with a superb lens like the 35/1.8 or 50/1.8 on it, it just wasn't as pleasurable to shoot for me as a well working Contax or Kiev. To be sure I have a few things to sell & a couple of lenses I'd like, but tonight I find myself closer to that mythical state of "Done" than at any other time since I joined RFF.
A small bag with a J-3 & a J-12 in it, some film & one camera mounting the collapsible. Or just the camera with the collapsible & some film in my pocket. Yeah, I really am closer to "Done" than I really ever expected to be.
Don't know if this helps you at all, joe, but I'm having fun and that's all I've ever wanted.
William